SOMETHING SWEET , SOMETHING GONE (Lisa's Story) - Chapter 5 : Flour, Fire, and Freedom
The first morning I opened the bakery without Daniel felt like waking up from a long, bitter coma.
I didn’t cry.
I didn’t hesitate.
I just unlocked the door, flipped the Open sign, tied my apron, and got to work.
The silence was different. It wasn’t empty—it was peaceful. No shouting. No lies. Just me, the hum of the fridge, and the smell of rising dough.
Njeri stood by the counter that morning, sipping her coffee with a knowing smile.
“You’re glowing,” she said.
I laughed softly, brushing flour off my cheek.
“I’m healing.”
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Rebuilding wasn’t easy.
Some clients had heard rumors—whispers about the accountant scandal, the violent nights, the betrayal that burned everything to the ground. Daniel tried to spin his own version of the truth.
But I didn’t respond.
I baked.
When people came for gossip, I gave them warm cinnamon rolls.
When they came with pity, I offered passion fruit cupcakes and a smile.
My hands found therapy in buttercream swirls and sponge layers. My rage melted into ganache, my sorrow whipped into Chantilly cream. The kitchen saved me—again.
I changed the name from Sweet Crumbs to Lisa’s Delights.
No more hiding behind anything.
My name. My brand. My rules.
The new logo? A hand holding a whisk—elegant, bold, and damn unapologetic.
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Then one afternoon, Emily walked in.
Her expensive perfume floated in before she did.
She stood there awkwardly, her fingers clutching her phone, eyes darting around the newly remodeled interior.
“I just came to say… I didn’t know you were still together. I thought it was over.”
I looked her in the eyes. No tremble in my voice.
“You didn’t want to know.”
She blinked. I saw it—that crack in her confidence.
“I’m not angry,” I added. “You can have him. I’m baking joy now, not bitterness.”
She didn’t even order a cupcake.
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Months passed. Orders flowed. So did healing.
I hired two interns—young women from Utalii, like I once was. Hungry. Curious. Full of sparkle. I told them the truth:
Never dim your light for anyone—not a man, not a job, not even love.
One busy Saturday afternoon, a customer left a note with her payment:
> “There’s something powerful about a woman who turns her pain into purpose.
Your cake healed something in me.”
I folded that note and tucked it next to the tiny sonogram I still kept. Not from grief—but from reverence.
That baby existed.
So did the love.
So did the pain.
And now—so did the strength.
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The first time I went on a solo vacation, I wore a red wrap dress and deep maroon lipstick that made me feel dangerous. I ordered wine at a beach bar. I laughed with strangers.
And I watched the sun rise with only my heartbeat for company.
I wasn’t looking to be found.
I was already home—in myself.
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